When something new is introduced, I get rather excited, and am so caught up in the moment that I think I will just be able to do it all, and do it well....
Well....
Turns out that I also am able to kick, punch, and just plain old throw motivation right out the window! When I see something as "too hard" my motivation drops, I get lazy, and then I procrastinate till the last minute possible - - which usually means I end in tears of stress, followed by blaming everything on lack of sleep or some other retarded excuse...
This happened to me the other day, and i didn't even want to change into my pajamas! Or even grab a jacket when i was cold! I would much rather lay on my bed staring at that ring around the light bulb on the ceiling and wonder why we never painted it to match the white of the ceiling... maybe on occasion i would write in my journal about how bored I was... but that would be a productive day!
I soon decided, that if some beautiful man walked into my room, I would look totally pathetic, and I would probably never get married, and i'd live with my mom for the rest of my life. So I sat up and wondered how to get motivated in dire times like these. For the next hour I was looking up famous quotes of motivation while copying them down on my window, and closet mirrors with my colorful Crayola Window Markers.
I. love. them.
I know how that feels :) all the time :P
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